I'm Sorry.

I agree that today, everything din go well as i excepted.

I tot i have prepared the right documents for my visa.

But ended up they need something extra.

I have to trouble so many ppl. and made a mess out of everything.

Sometimes i m feeling, i haven grown out of myself yet.

Still depend a lot on my parents and family members.

Sorry i made such a mess. i wasn't even strong myself.

Was suppose to have an outing with my friends.

again i screwed them up.

Wat more can i say. sorry maybe.

I know my friends all was looking forward for the outing.

Yeap. i din go. Really cant afford anything worst to happen.

I think most ppl will feel, i might not have any problems.

But i tend to keep them to myself. Thinking i m strong.

but i know i m wrong.

This 2 days i was really going nuts with my visa thing.

Maybe cos i wasnt really in a good mood.

everything just din get right.

Obviously, my moods went Up and Down.

I even thought of my past. think bak i wasnt really a good friend.

I regret for making the choice for the moment.

nothing can be done. another sorry i guess.

But everything is already too late.

PS: Sorry to read post such emo stuff here. I just wanted to express myself. (learning to do so, cos i was never good at expressing myself) I m sorry to all the ppl i hurt.

Really love Hannah montana's song "The Climb"

' Life is about the climb, but the view is great.'

thats wat i really wan.

Need a boost up. This song makes me realise a lot of things.

Something that i was feeling all the while.

I can almost see it

That dream I'm dreaming but

There's a voice inside my head sayin,

You'll never reach it,

Every step I'm taking,

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but

IGot to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,

Sometimes you going to have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes they knock me down but

No I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm going to remember most yeah

Just got to keep going

And I,I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on